The right words do not exist to explain this hole in my chest. The waves crash and pull and I can barely stay afloat, drowning slowly in its monstrosity. How can I describe this heartache? Except to say I feel it in my fingertips, I feel it in my bones. Missing you is all consuming without reprieve. An endless hallway and locked doors. There is no sun, the stars all hide. I'm in a vast emptiness.