I can't find it This place that seems to exist for everyone Except me anyway I thought I was there once It felt like home But like most pretty things, those memories faded I can barely recall now Was I ever there? Do I just see illusions? Sometimes I think that’s enough And then the picture becomes more and more washed out Frayed at the ends And it can hold me no longer I need this place to call my own Where I hear laughter Where I'm not afraid Or alone (I hate that the most I think) I need reason to believe that I'm on my way Perhaps it’s just around the corner? I hope at least... There's always hope right? Maybe I just want to be missed when I’m gone Have a careful eye on the horizon A place to come back to No matter how long I’m away With someone waiting for me Who’s thinking of me tonight? And am I home to him?