I don't want this feeling anymoreI want it buried deep againI can be me with youAnd fly freeUntil morning comesAnd your need to fleeI just want to keep being meAnd have that be enough for youWhy can't that be enough for you?I almost had youYou were mine for a short wholeBut not reallyNo, not reallyI can smile and say it's okayWhile my heart shattersJust hold me a little longerAnd tell me anything to calm my fearsIt does't have to be trueJust enough to get me throughYou were just hereBut my hand is empty nowAnd my head is so fullI torment myself without your helpYou'll never really know how much it hurts
I write… When the thoughts swirl too much in my head. Because I am afraid to say things out loud. When there is no one to listen. Because I hope one day you'll read my words. I write because I know no other way