“It’ll only end in tears,” he said.
“So make it worth the pain,” I replied.
~ an inevitable goodbye
an inevitable goodbye
Monthly Archives: September 2016
Post Card Series 59
I crave your
poison still
This addiction
has its hold
Just a drop
okay, one more
I'll never be free of you
Post Card Series 58
If I knew it would
end this way,
Would I still
FALL SO DEEPLY?
I think even a few stolen moments
is all worth the scars
I will never regret you
Post Card Series 57
I fell in love
with you
knowing we can
never be
It's only
with you
when I feel free
And for a short while
I forget
Good-bye gets harder
each time
Post Card Series 56
I am undone
watch me
fall apart
You can save me
Don't give up yet
The End
No matter how many years pass, lovers lost or friendships forgotten, my heart still breaks a little when I realize it’s simply not meant to be. In the flash of a minute it can go from laughter to tears, and then a heavy silence fills the room and words can never explain how it all faded away. It’s overwhelming to know things will never be the same again and what made sense yesterday – the normal – is already gone. I never feel quite ready to find my new normal. There are far too many people in my life that I used to know and even more words left unsaid.
Post Card Series 55
This loneliness
we cling to
running in our veins
We're stagnate and scared
I don't know how
to make us whole
Were we ever?
Post Card Series 54
Standing in this abyss,
the emptiness grows
I don't know how to live this life
You were supposed to be here
I can't do it alone
Post Card Series 53
What happens next?
We've admitted defeat
But there you stand
Take it away
We can pretend it's still
yesterday
Post Card Series 52
If I could be so bold,
these words would leave this page
and find their way to you
I've never said it out loud
but I have to admit
how easily you've stolen my heart.
Please don't give it back
Mei Mei's Musings 