I will not hide in cornersRunning from the lightI refuse to rage a war just to prove my pointThe emotions are spilling overWhile you sing a lullabyTempting little devilWatching others crash into jagged rocksLost foreverSmothered screams and heavy blacknessPulling me under, I will not lose controlYour never ending army growsUnwilling souls swirling into the depthsIntertwined and restless
It's all engulfed in flamesWhy is it so inviting?This urgent pullSeductive and desperateIt almost makes me forgetI'm that close to letting you inSurrendering to that vortexBut your words don't soothe meThey knock me out of my reverieI will not fall victimI am my own And you can't have me anymore
I write… When the thoughts swirl too much in my head. Because I am afraid to say things out loud. When there is no one to listen. Because I hope one day you'll read my words. I write because I know no other way