The words may not have been spoken But I still have my fire thriving within me It burns for you it mourns for me The parts I've lost, the ones I can't share parts only you know Because out loud it can never live not the way you embrace it, the way you accept me I lay my fire at your feet because only you would not succumb only you would emerge with me
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Your Light
There is no solace in goodbye just a fading light - your light counting down to darkness I wish it nowhere but here wrapped in my chaos Nothing else makes sense, soothes my soul, quite the same It's different now, everything is different and I don't know how to make it right I can't see it anymore I don't know how to feel your light
Horizon
Sometimes I forget just how big the world is… and how small my own world can feel. Every so often I’m given the chance to fly – a rare glimpse into another life. I am so incredibly awed by it and so completely terrified of it. It makes me question every decision I’ve ever made, every path I’ve chosen. When staring off into this vast, endless world, I can’t help wonder will I ever touch the horizon? Do we ever get it right? Do we ever truly belong to ourselves? Are we simply conditioned to always want more? I’d like to think I have exactly what I need in life, so why this longing? I’m fighting this insane urge to just jump in my car and drive, chasing down the horizon. I’m desperate to see the other side and so petrified it’s not everything I hope it is. I just can’t tell if it’s giving up on this life or bravely embracing a new one.

There it goes
We stand at the edge of it waiting for the drop, screaming into the void. The compelling urge to run away is the only reason I stay What led us here: the wild in me, my uncompromising will and blind convictions Our dalliance only a half shadow, slowly fading into the wind Even for this I will not yield In the mist of the morning I watch it fly away, overwhelmed and inspired
I don’t love you
I remember this feeling It twists and weaves, braided into my soul Like the secrets we share, between us it remains I don't love you... So give it all back: the whispers and stolen moments my heart Give it back and I'll pretend I'm whole My truth is buried deep, raging it's war, catching in my throat so I can't scream But nights like those... we owned the world The memory remains, a slow burning fire, evergreen and bright. The wild still lingers Encase it and runaway with me But no, I don't love you
Crowded Place
I think I fall in love…
Haiku Series #102
The dark does not scare
When all else fails, you remain
And I am at peace
Haiku Series #99
I watched the plane take
you away. And a piece of
me left with you too
Haiku Series #91
We wasted our light
I would throw it all away
to see you again